Too snacky by half

Strawberry and blueberry soya smoothie
Piece of wholemeal toast with hazlenut butter and lingonberry jam
Green tea
Half handful of pecan nuts
Mackerel and chickpea salad (wierd I know, but it was nice)
Slice ham
15 olives (I wasn't going to eat them all, but the pot was leaking and I had to chuck the pot away or it would have leaked in my bag)
4 light Thai crackers
10 soya beans
Butternut squash and bean pasta

I was so hungry when I got home that I had to snack. I also didn't know what time Martin was getting home for dinner so I was in panic 'I might not eat until 9pm' mode.

I went browsing in the shops after work and tried on some clothes. I wish I hadn't. I am a size 18 on the top (the shame) and my stomachs are those of a 50 year old who has had 8 children. I honestly think that this won't go away unless I have surgery.

I am still thinking positively in that it took my 13 years of drinking Stella and eating cheese for me to get like this, it's not going to go in a week.

As ever, I'm a bit worried about what will happen at the weekend. I am going to my auntie's so food wise it won't be that bad, but with the football it might be a bit bad on the drink front.

We'll just have to see.